Saturday, October 23, 2004 12:33 pm

I MISS MY LOVERBOY...

Rock Ear Musik : AFI - The Lost Souls

Olla readers. Have not been updating for quite sometime. Here's something to keep you guys updated about my life crisis. Just wanna let you know that... my life is neither becoming interesting nor mundane.

Sometimes, going to school can bring dissapointments and stuffs. At other times, it makes your day extremely great and brings smile to your face. It happened to me once. It feels great.

I feel there's a bit of a disturbance in my life right now. I'm going through a major life transformation. Hah! In fact, I've been denying the fact that something needs to be change. I'm running away from reality and the fact that I need to openly recognize the subtle situation... and the worst of all, I'm deprived of my love's company.

My life is turning upside down and downside up. Im too lost for every small things around me. Im waiting for the healing of wounds that have remained open for many years.

Suprises from your signficant other are sweet but sometimes it could scare you. I'm preparing myself for a major revelation. Hahaha.

Trouble getting to where I want to be - I'm going through this, currently. I have much to look forward to. I'm feeling the usual sense of optimism. Dammit. I'm stuck with thoughts of what my results would turn out to be. I'm tired and worn out and it is attributing to my feelings. I fucken wish that I would be given a chance to recharge my body.

PS: TAUFIK IS MADDD HOT. IM MELTING...HELP?