I LOVE MY STAR

Rock Ear Musik : Blink 182 - Gimme One Good Reason

I hate it when we're already planned things out and suddenly, somebody cancel the whole theeng. I hate it when this happen. Our raye outing is postpone to 25 nov due to the guys having a stupid soccer tournament. So yeah. Anything msg.

I am learning to accept that people may hate me. I guess I spend too much time worrying abt all tis shit. And Ive been trying too hard to be accepted, that sumhow, Im unable to be me. Ergh. Its time I hate them. Why must I be wat u want me to be? Why must I be affected by ur opinions? Why must I care for the reasons u hate me? Yes. I am in the process of overcoming this stupid fear of being hated. I guess its time I accept it. I cant impress everybody. Ive tried. And Im tired now... I am not hear to impress all u shitheads. I need to satisfy myself. Its time for a change..

A quiz.

I'm exceptionally artistic!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

Virtues: You look for immense creativity and individuality in people, including yourself. You're not happy with anything less than brilliant, and you focus on being expressive. You value energy, liveliness, and upbeat personalities, but you're not supportive of moodiness when you yourself can be unreliably moody. Seeking activity, you like the bustle of business but need the secluded atmosphere of a studio or private corner.

Aspirations: You feel the need to express your talents, whether it be through writing, drawing, singing, dancing, composing, performing, or photographing. While you strive to ever improve your work, you want to display it as soon as possible when your impatience kicks in. You want to be a prodigy but you might not have the means right at your fingertips. Trust me, do NOT move to New York to do it. Yeesh!

Quirks: Conformists bother you because of their lack of individuality. You're often late or unreliable. You're showy and refuse to share the spotlight. You only tell little white lies. You worm your way into the hearts of others, but be careful; some people despise the show-offs.

Factors: Surround yourself with activity and you'll always have material to work with. Involve friends and family in your projects so they don't feel like envious outsiders

Future: Show business or not, you'll settle down happily if you're among those who appreciate your natural talents and desire to perform. Don't stay in one place too long, and don't be too hasty in defining your relationships. Who are you to judge what only time will tell?

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I am an artist!! Bigger opportunity to go napfa after grad. Haha. Nahh. More to an inert artist I guess. Art is one of my worse traits. Drawings, paintings and designings is a sine que non for someone to be success in art, which is so not me. There must be something wrong.