Friday, February 10, 2006 4:25 pm

AFTER 2 WEEKS

I'm sorry for the lack of update lovelies. I was pretty much busy with tests and assignments. I was snowed down with work everyday. Each time I feel like blogging after school, I was paralysed with tiredness. So please, stop wagging your forefinger at me.

I have like a couple of pictures to share here but apparently, I don't have time to reduce the size and what nots. In fact, I don't have time for anything. And weekend will be a busy one. My uncle will be moving house and he need to whole clan to help him. See, really, I don't have time to even soak myself up in serenity. Grrr.

It was raining after school today. Walked in the rain with little Ulfah was spectacularly fun. We hold hands and said "Lesbians For Life" or something along that line. Heh. Cute right? ! The other time in class she asked me what I want for V-Day. And she suggested something with an "I Love You" on it. And like what? I said, "Kau suke aku eh?". Oh my God. I don't know why I said that but you should see my reaction when I said that to her. Heh.

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"Hey. Why suddenly you like stop messaging me? Angry?"
"Angry for what? Nothing uh. I thought you're busy with schoolwork. Afterall exam's in less than 3 weeks right."
"Hah. Yeah. Eh Farlinah. Errr. Ermmm... have you got a date?"
"Eerr... why?"
"I'm just thinking, you know, if err, you mind dating a Chinese guy?"
"Ermmm..."
"Why? You mind eh?"
"Eh no no. It's not like that. I don't mind. No."
"Oh okay. Gerek."
"Yeah"

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And suddenly, a creeping sense of doom grows in a pit of my stomach.

I'M DEAD + HAPPY + I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!