Saturday, June 03, 2006 4:56 am
I THOUGHT IT WAS ME YOU COULDNT STAND

I hate the way I am feeling right now. I don't think I deserve to feel this way. Because it's the June holidays and it's actually time for me to enjoy myself with my friends instead of just staying at home and dwell on unnecessary things. While my friends are all busy going to school every single day to prepare themselves for the upcoming concert, I, on the other hand, have been staying at home doing unproductive shits just to let time pass since the holidays started. I need someone or something to fill that void to keep my occupied.

On a totally unrelated note, I did an average amount of studying for yesterday and today albeit half of me says, "Why study when you can do something else?". Geez! Covered both topics on air and water. I still have a lot more to go, however.

I was supposed to meet Muhd Hafiz to grab another Ben&Jerry's over at the nearest Esso earlier today but somehow he ended his DNT class closed to 5pm and by the time he called me, I was busy mugging and was not in the mood to get that ass of mine moving :/ Sorry! Tomorrow? Or sometime next week? Strawberry Cheesecake can? Or Fossil Fuel perhaps?

So basically I was generally happy today because my mom decided to send my maid back to the agency as she was getting on my mom's nerves. This means that I can have my room back all by myself. Heh. But then again, I'm maidless now!! *GASP* Have to start getting the engine turned on for I have to do most of the chores. Uhhh. Back to square one. Needless to say, my euphoria was dampened by the sudden arrival of constant mood-swings much later after that.

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I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
SUPER FUN U KNOE HAF SISTER!!!!!!

farlinah - you must be from pearl harbor says:
hahaha

farlinah - you must be from pearl harbor says:
don make me jealous ah

I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
hehehee

farlinah - you must be from pearl harbor says:
later i kidnap ur sister then you know

I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
HEY!!

I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
i will kill u!!

I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
hahahahaahaha

farlinah - you must be from pearl harbor says:
but then im scared of her. so i cannot kidnap her

I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
hahahaha

I dun wanna do this anymore...I dun wanna be the reason why says:
ok i jus defended my sis!! WOW!!

farlinah - you must be from pearl harbor says:
hahahahahahah!! woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

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...and so I just realised that I miss Ulfah a whole lot. *THIS MUCH OKAY*.

Okay.

It's 4 minutes to 5am. Funny why I'm not yet sleepy. I'm not used to such stress. And I cannot allow paranoia to take control so easily. Ahh. I am not acccustomed to being treated like this. =(

Because I am so weak.

And hopefully, when I wakes up tomorrow, everything's gonna be alright.




... hopefully.