Saturday, March 17, 2007 9:16 pm
IT'S LIKE A GAME OF CHESS

Today is Saturday and I'm home alone. My whole family is out to pasir ris park together with the rest of my cousins and aunties and I can assure you people that they won't be back too soon. Not until the clock strikes 12, really. I don't know why I suddenly opted myself out of this whole event. I just don't have the mood to socialise. I need to seek tranquillity so badly and right now, Ben&Jerry's Cherry Garcia is the only great solace for me.

The house is far too quiet, it's pretty scary. And my eyesight is really failing on me. My vision is blur despite me wearing my already close to 3 months expired lenses. I don't want to get a new pair. Contact lenses can be pretty expensive especially when your cash is limited. Everything is expensive for me right now. My bank account is running low and judging from this, I can never get that Topshop's dress. Not anytime soon. Money can be a big issue huh.

Faiz made plans for us to go to Momo tonight. God. I'm not even ready to break my virginity in clubbing. He insisted that I could find a hot boyfriend there (???). Whoever is interested in guys who club, in the first place? I may speak to soon la but you know, band boys are still the top in my list. With that cool hairdo, strumming the guitar, singing, "I'm sorry that it took so long to write this song, but I gave up...". I'm a sucker for this kind of boys. *licks

Oh, yesterday I dreamt that a hot guy walked into my class and claimed himself as a new student. To cut the extreme long dream short, I became his girlfriend after a few months and a week before the O level, he died in a bike accident and somehow that got me affected so badly that I failed my O level and ended up becoming a minahrep in some fucked up ITE. Oh no, it's not the end yet. I also became the "big sister" amongst all the minahreps and everywhere I went, I felt so secured because I got my "budak-budak" with me. Hahaha. That guy must be super hot eh that he left such a deep impact in my life, a deep and major transformation from a kental school girl to a minahrep gangster. And yes, sadly, the hero died in this dream. =(

And speaking of accident, my babe Liyana got herself into a car accident today!! Oh the horror! I hope she is not traumatised by the whole thing and is doing fine now. Oh wait. I think she is fine la because after the accident she could still gave me a call and laughed and shrieked and so on. Pretty strong eh this Liyana. Heh.

I'm dreading tomorrow. I have, have, have to pay the docter a visit because I think there is something wrong with my body. My period is more than 2 months late. 2 months and still counting. My body does not even show signs that my period is coming soon. You know, signs like pimples breakout, tender boobies and cramps.

Oh and no no, I'm not pregnant.

I'm still a hot virgin, yaw.

*chuckles*

Hot or not, have a great night out you all.